even though my stablity is questionable right now, things seem to be turning around. on the down side none of my friends actually like me and im just a burden to them, so cool. but whatever. on the up side of that i wont have to put on makeup as often and more time to myself, well alot more time to myself because no one wants to hangout with me (y). anyways on the bright side of my pathetic life right now is my job (suprisingly)! the past few weeks ive been fucked over for hours; literally getting like 2 small shifts a week where everyone else works everyother day… well the new schedule went up wednesday and i work everyother day this coming week, and theyre the longer shifts! yaaay. also ive been trying to work in the deli apartment for quite sometime now but that has gotten me nowhere (i work at a grocery store), so i was talking to one of my guy friends that works produce and he said they needed someone else because he’s the only part-time working in that department. and obvioulsy i would waaayyyy rather work with with fruits and veggies than gross meat and plus i dont have to talk to people! so i work today at 4 and im going to go in a little bit early to talk to the manager in that department. fingers crossed that i get it because that would be absolutley amazing, literally.
rant done. sorry for the spam, aha